QUOTE (alexgruve87 @ Oct 28 2008, 04:24 PM) Hey Melissa, Wow, I am so sorry to hear about your son. I honestly know what you mean by needing to relax. I went through a time when I was depressed, almost a year ago, and I was having anxiety and panic attacks, and I picked up smoking and it really did help me. When ever I felt like I was going to have an attack I sat down and had a cigarette, and it really did help. I am actually from Mohave Valley, AZ so I know where Needles is, I am 19, I live in Los Angeles now, but I'm not sure, I might have known your son. Either way, good luck with everything. Be strong. Alex UMGD My Dearest Alex, Thank you for responding to my message!!! I certaintly hope that you knew my son!!! His name was Andrew James Smith & he attended River Valley High School!!! He was due to graduate from that school back on 06, so he was a lil bit older then you cuz he would of been 21 now!!! As you can imagine, I do miss him like crazy because I was told that he had a lot of friends @ River Valley, & that school was awesome to him & I also miss my daily interactions that I had with them!!! I wish that perhaps by some miracle you did know him because he was an awesome son, & an awesome friend to all who had the oppertunity to know him!!! Have a wonderful day!!! Keep in touch!!! Missy